I apologise for my long absence, I regret that I struggled with a few personal issues and not to completely, reveal myself and my life on this platform I had a relationship breakdown in which items where stole my laptop charger included in his petty attempt to get back at me and due to the age of my laptop it was very hard to find a replacement.... I know "Blackheartsword why not buy a new laptop?" I hear you say well... a new laptop costs a lot of money and I like my little Thinkpad it's adorable and it's in very good working order... especially now I have a charger again.
But I also have suffered a few mental breakdowns and a change in job since I last posted.
I beg you if you are reading this and you feel you are in a bad place mentally to please speak out... it's only after I caught this last breakdown when it got to a dangerous point days before Christmas that, thanks to friends who know me well and spot that I had gotten "bad" again, I was able to sort help myself and I know my road to stable again will be long, but do not be discouraged by my words my pleaser seek help even if you don't think you are able to continue your own story... Don't give up on life, your next chapter is still to be written.
Please know I will be updating soon I have some prewritten chapters ready to upload but I will be going through them to bring back my inspiration and rejog my memory a little.
signing off for now, Blackheartsword xxx
