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I'm so sick help me

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it's almost seven am and I'm emotional. I woke up and couldn't fall back asleep so I turned on music and moments came on. Hearing him singing "you know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to be made me  think about how important zayn was and is ato me, and I miss him. But I'm also feeling something i haven't since he left. Hurt. My heart is aching. We all cared for him so much and he just, left. It hurts so much that after everything, all the support and love we gave him, he left us for a greasy burrito. It's so difficult to feel so much for a person who doesn't even know you exist. And so difficult to be so hurt by someone who doesn't even care that you are hurting.