k?a?

woaaahhh
          back to the first announcement I'd made here in wtp was in my 10th grade finals and now?? I'm 2 months far from GRADUATING from uni! this is the craziest mindblowing silence moment ever

it's been a freakin while

even though I'm a thinker and that what scares me in my write how logic and painful it is...

I'm willing to share my writes but yall don't know how hard for me to do so 
          I'm a typa person who doesn't cry, he bleeds in papers 
          so everything I write has a huge effect on me

I'm in a mindset where my first language is no more descriptive for me, why?? cuz it hits diff, has a deep meaning and affects on me so bad, I'm a poet and a writer with my first language but why English does make me cold and don't feel anything?? yes it is

my first book will be published soon
          I am EXCITED 

bruh seeing my damn old updates about how my life was pretty sh¡tty feels stupid yet good?? idk

backkkkk
          I'm achieving my plans this is crazy 

being here sounds strange now
          
          
          is it the 20s side effects 
          
          ..
          who cares anyway 

when I'm in a friendship or whatever i feel capable of so many double knots i swear