what should I say ... my life is really boring and i don't know too much about it .
well if i'm here i just want to be me , i'm sick of acting everyday , faking a smile everyday, i know i will not be able to found what i want but at least i won't act.
i wish i can say something about it , i just feel unable !! but i know i'm not a bad person , i like helping people.
that's all.