ewer

Ewer lagi sakit kepala, tiba2 dikasih berita Taeil dikeluarin dr NCT krn kasus seksual.
          
          Kek...
          
          Njir.
          
          Beneran ya, ga ada yang tau orang tuh aslinya gimana. W bikin Taruna se green flag mungkin, menyamai personifikasinya di real life. Ternyata semua salah. Ternyata semuanya sickening, palsu, bikin sakit hati.
          
          At this point w gatau mana lagi yg bisa dipercaya. Bisa jadi banyak idol yg katanya baik ama fans tapi ternyata hobi main cewe di belakang atau predator seks, atau sering nyewa cewe, ga akan pernah ada yg tau.
          
          Even an aloof, shy looking guy like him is a sex predator.
          
          Gila. Sakit hati pol.

Ini app jadi sepi bgt akhir2 ini.
          Komen dong. Masih pada aktif ga? 

Too many things happening in my life at once so I decided to go on hiatus until everything back to normal again.
          
          Ewer minta maaf karena harus hiatus (lagiii) karena banyak hal yang tidak bisa dijelaskan. Udah mah jarang bahkan ga pernah update, sekarang malah hiatus. Maaf ya.
          
          Makasih atas komentar kalian di cerita-cerita Ewer, ya. Rusuhin aja gapapaseru bacanya
          
          Semoga semuanya kembali normal seperti sediakala.
          
          Selamat berpuasa, semuanya!❤

Ngedit winter sun dulu. Salah plot!

Iya berasa dikejar debt collector karena tagihan ceritanya masih numpuk  s̶i̶a̶p̶a̶ ̶s̶u̶r̶u̶h̶ ̶p̶u̶b̶l̶i̶s̶h̶ ̶c̶e̶r̶i̶t̶a̶ ̶b̶a̶r̶u̶ ̶t̶i̶a̶p̶ ̶k̶a̶l̶i̶ ̶s̶t̶u̶c̶k̶ ̶d̶i̶ ̶c̶e̶r̶i̶t̶a̶ ̶l̶a̶m̶a̶
          
          Maaf ya nunggunya kelamaan ❤
          
          I'm fine! gwenchana! teng nong neng nong neng

"Gue bahagia."
          
          Senyum Jevin merekah membuat ketampanan lelaki tinggi itu semakin bertambah. Nasha tersipu dibuatnya.
          
          "Lebih bahagia daripada waktu kamu menikah dengan Inka?"
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/328728569

HAPPY NEW YEAR, EPRIBADIIIIII
          
          Semoga yang disemogakan kalian bisa tercapai semuanya di tahun kabisat ini, ya!
          
          Alapyu, mwah!❤

Kak perfection bakal dilanjut kan?

Yukkkk
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1268220211-m-midnight-carnival-nct-%F0%9F%8E%ABjoyful-series-esa-dan
          
          Catatan: ini cerita dewasa ya.

i'm at my worst mental state. i think nobody listen to me and i got mad because of it. but instead getting mad at everybody else, i'm angry at myself. i start to think that maybe i'm really not that important, maybe i really am worthless. if i were important to anyone, i guess they will listen to me, right? and then i start to think: why bother? just shut the hell up, nobody cares abt what I think. nobody really wants to know what's wrong with me because i'm not that important to them. and now i'm down here, stuck in a self-loathing state. i cant believe such simple matter could led me into utter confusion and self-loathe like this. nobody listens to me anymore. and i thought, why bother?
          what difference would it make? all of them just will make me suffer more and more. what am i trying to prove when it's clear that i'm nobody.
          i wish i am normal. i wish i have so many to offer that nobody could look down or ignore me.
          
          i wish i'm not autistic. i wish i was someone.