i fell hopeless now.my own big sister say i would go die.it really broken my felling .i already fell like this last year but my friend help my out.but my friend as far away from me. i cut myself without no one in family know.but if they know if they care about me.after what my on big sister told me that word.it i think to get away of this felling before it attack me back,if i die.i don't know.