As far as more about me, I am unusually boring in this mundane life, seeking to enhance my concept of the here and now, the visions of past reflections of who I am and who I want to be, with outside parameters forcing their will on my delicate soul with thoughts of grandeur, of my physical being.  Never did I want something that was close as being far way from me.   The person who I think I am and who is here are two different beings with hopes and dreams that shatter as each passing year reminds the person of who I am now and the person I wanted to become never has came to pass.