do you ever just realize that you're pitiful and alone? I can keep loving this band (it makes me more pitiful bc its MCR) that i have for years, but I know every time i listen to them, that I will never be succesful like them. I'll never have people who love me, or be good at music (no matter how much i practice) because dreams like that are unrealistic these days. Because of bands like MCR and the classic emo bands, people everywhere starts bands and dream of being in one, but never go anywhere with it. I'll never be as good at art as Gerard, never be funny like any of them, and never end up attractive like them. I will always be the weird , emo, transguy who is doing nothing with his life but pitying himself and crying about famous people who don't care about any of us.
