Hey everyone, I’ve been going through an identity crisis? I’m not sure what it’s called. But my whole life I’ve been thinking about it but idk I just brushed it away. I’ve talked about it to my cousin in a joking way, saying “when I grow older I’ll change my name to Felix” or “If I was a boy what would my name be?” But I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT IM FEELING ANYMORE. When I get older I want to get rid of my boobs and be a male but at the same time I enjoy being a female? I’ve been thinking about leaving to another place just to start new, bc if the people here see what I’ve become I’ll feel shame? Idk I’m scared, I hate my name and I actually like when I get mixed up for a guy, and I’ve thought about being trans and it just seems impossible for my mind to wrap around, I hate when people point out I’m a girl and basically put me in the spotlight??? Idk idk idk idk idk idk