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mara baby, i'm sorry i didn't message you on your mb for awhile): i got busy. i hope you're doing well, and i can't wait to see you back and healthy as well as happy. everytime i leave a message on your message board i cry. i just miss you so much, and i'm so sorry i wasn't here for you for so long.. i wish you were still here, i want to talk to you again. be a literal crackhead with you, talk about random shit, just anything. i just want to know you're... okay. anything, even if it's a "hi" i'd know you'd be okay and that you're still here... i can't take not knowing if you're okay or not anymore cos i think about you everyday. every single fucking day. i miss you so much, i just want to know why you suddenly disappeared, just left. i just can't think of my life without you anymore and i just— i just can't. please, i love you, know that i'm here for you no matter what. i love you so much..
- ari♡