blazingkyojuros

on god ain't no way i thought i'd be curious enough to come back on here

blazingkyojuros

this message may be offensive 
**cw: mention of suicide attempt**
          
          i know people won’t really miss me on here, cause i’m not on here. i might have to leave again and idk if i feel like coming back. i thought i was gonna have inspo but now school kicking my ass and depression has made me lose genuine motivation to write, draw, breathe, LIVE. now literally everything feels like static, like i’m in a void, and i’m trying everyday not to cry at night or have a breakdown during the day, but it’s getting real close. i’m deadass at the point: i hate myself and everything i do or about myself. i’ve just lost myself and i even had an attempt on my life: idk who i am anymore and the only thing i do know is i feel like shit, 
          
          and i am shit

blazingkyojuros

sorry, i usually don’t rant on here or to most of you guys, i just don’t know anymore
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