ZOMFG, it's been suuuuuuch a long time guys! So I've decided to delete all of my previous stories because...I recently found hope and healing in Jesus Christ XD! Thanks to my best friend, Regina, ministering to me and leading me through a tough time, I was able to let go of all the sick rage I held inside of me and seek repentance through the cross. Don't worry, I'm still emo as heck, even though I didn't know who I was for the longest time XD, but now I'm emo with a purpose; to illuminate the light of Christ through leading other broken people with black hearts to him, because he suffered for us first and understands what we all go through. I've deleted all that music off my ipod that wasn't edifying, or spiritually fulfilling, but then I realized that God gave us a lot of Christian Emo bands to listen to like Veridia, Skillet, Red, Flyleaf, and so many that I can't freaking count! Squee!
So, a couple of things, and I know this isn't a popular opinion to hold in this hurting society, but as a Christian I am called to live in the world, but not of it; I still experience SSA, but I know now that I can, with the help of Jesus, die to self and take up my cross. He calls us to a greater purpose, even if it pains our souls. Another thing, I may continue to feature a lot of kickin' bands in my stories, but they will no longer be the main focus like they once were. Instead, I want to tell Christian stories with a pure, emo edge. As much as I don't want to admit this, but I was a racist hothead with a hardcore feminazi agenda when I was younger, but I have been reborn XD
Anyway, if you're questioning whether or not God exists, I urge you to attend mass at your nearest SSPX chapel, so you can witness real, hardcore miracles in action! Remember, you are loved more than you can ever imagine XD
