the FUCKING blender!!

also I should update my bio because I don’t use twitter anymore, fuck that website !!! 
            I’m moreso active on discord and bsky (which also reminds me that I need to update my strawpage again + my pins) (I was originally gonna do it on my birthday but Idk, I just didn’t do it) 
            which oh yeah, did I mention I’m older and totally wiser now? Yeah trust, I’m actually so wise… I use quotes from Sun Tzu such as, “In the club, we all fam” and “To be cringe is to be free” Truly inspiring words that totally appeared in the Art of War

Hello!!!!!

*it involved several people that were affected by vaguely named artist and Hans 
            but also not just them but also fucking Kiwi (aka author of that enmeshed fanfic) as well as other people blahblahbkah
            but you get the point. 
            It’s just incredibly crazy to me that all of this shit happened IN ONE year. ONE!!! LIKE HOLY SHIT???? 
            (plus I have VERY recent beef with another artist in the madness community) (for a VERY GOOD reason) 
            but man, if it weren’t for my madness friends and mutuals, I think I would’ve quit interacting with the fandom. Who knows, maybe not. (because nothing can make me stop loving hank)  #1 hank lover)

@Weenie_Hut_Jrs  woah…. that is so awesome… !!!!!!!!

@bleepin_bloop wait hold up me too buddy

@JebusesSpouse THE FLAMES OF DISASTER !!!!!!!

THE FLAMES OF DISASTER!!!!!

https://docs.google.com/document/u/0/d/1-k2G4fdh76QTrkB4huudF1MS4RUGGz4AG6IubGO59_I/mobilebasic

because Kiwi decided to close the discord server after an “investigation” with the friend (who escaped household) when really it wasn’t. It was just the friend and her talking for 2 days in dms about the situation. And Kiwi ignoring everything that the friend had responded with. Yeah. 
            And then the next day after that, 
            that was when Kiwi had essentially blamed the friend for our private server having the screenshots of Kiwi and her mods being awful in her server as well as making the entire situation seem like this was a huge operation to try and ruin her reputation. Like I’m talking.. SHE WANTED THE FRIEND TO CONTROL AND PUNISH US FOR BEING UNCOMFORTABLE WITH HER AND HER FRIENDS !!!! LIKE WHAT ?!! 
            (and also was upset that me and some others in the private server had went ahead and blocked her on twitter or discord) (I had only blocked her on twitter) 
            after this, she went ahead and tried to harass another mutual (one of the few the ex mod had told initially) for answers, demanding and saying “I am giving you another chance to dissect your entire operation that started in May” 
            (her words actually btw) 
            the mutual, after telling her basically we were uncomfortable with her and her friends, blocked her because . dude. we all thought this situation was over because we all had dropped it… EXCEPT FOR HER. 
            but man. blaming and accusing a friend of having a major role in an “operation” to take down Kiwi?? jesus chrrist !!!! 
            
            then it was quiet…. until today when Kiwi decided, despite people on our side telling her not to do it, to make a document about all of us. A smear campaign!!!! HOW FUN !!!!!! 
            and it was all lies (or very small to no context screenshots) as to have a chance for her to look like a victim whereas all of us would seem like the bad guys. But luckily !!!!!!! VERY LUCKILY !!!!!!!!!!! the friend in question had made a document detailing the basics of what happened + the entire dms with her so I’ll be linking it here

because we all thought somebody in the private server had leaked the screenshots to Kiwi 
            so basically I thought it was my fault and I became really upset and scared that I was going to lose my friends and mutuals over this 
            (luckily I didn’t because, again, I didn’t share ANY screenshots and only told the mutual who ended up confronting Kiwi what I knew)
            
            but anyways so Kiwi kept pushing the now ex-mod mutual to try go in a call with her to talk about the situation. It was to a point that she TRIED to make him (and the other mutuals who the ex-mod mutual told initially) get in a call with her within 12 hours otherwise she was gonna make this entire situation public on twitter 
            it was scary 
            we didn’t want this to go public because we’re all teenagers/young adults (16 - 20) just being uncomfortable with the fact that Kiwi (25 years old) was running a server where she was ALLOWING a problematic known animator to stay in her server because “he didn’t break her server rules” 
            eventually, the ex mod’s mom had to get involved because ex mod mutual was too emotional and upset over this entire situation 
            his mom ended up getting Kiwi to shut down the idea of trying to get the situation become public otherwise his mom would take legal action against her (the call did actually happen though) 
            and we all dropped it, thinking this was over …. until it wasn’t.