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well gang! I feel so jolly!
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since the year is gonna be over next month and all,
kinda reflecting what has happened over the entire year and man.
I think it’s been…… interesting.
because man! who knew that I was gonna have beef with one of madness combat’s MOST POPULAR artists around as well as madness: project nexus deimos VA.. like that’s insane.
(for both situations, I cannot fully elaborate due to personal reasons that it involves several people but just know that they suck) (ESPECIALLY Hans. fuck you Hans.)
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*it involved several people that were affected by vaguely named artist and Hans
but also not just them but also fucking Kiwi (aka author of that enmeshed fanfic) as well as other people blahblahbkah
but you get the point.
It’s just incredibly crazy to me that all of this shit happened IN ONE year. ONE!!! LIKE HOLY SHIT????
(plus I have VERY recent beef with another artist in the madness community) (for a VERY GOOD reason)
but man, if it weren’t for my madness friends and mutuals, I think I would’ve quit interacting with the fandom. Who knows, maybe not. (because nothing can make me stop loving hank) #1 hank lover)
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oh yeah also went through character development and uhhh
now I selfship with Hank .
yeah (thumbs up wmoji)
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so like I started (community) college earlier this week and
so for one of my classes, I had to make rough character designs n sketches and doodles or whayever and
I have a new son .
his name is Sisyphus and I HATE him.
so much so
as an action pose
I drew him dead because he slipped on a banana peel.
(actually I love my son, hes a nimcompoop but I love him)
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the flames of DISASTER !
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was gonna say something
realized the last time I said something in here, it was to explain a situation I had with the enmeshed fanfic author and how I have beef with her (beetle emoji)
anyways so I’m into maxdesignpro now ^__^ (I’M STILL INTO MADNESS COMBAT THO DW CHAT THE GRIND WILL NEVER STOP)
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ok but anyways, enough of Kiwi, I’m sick of her ass already cus I had to witness my friends and mutuals get bombarded with messages by her because she was worried abt her reputation
CAN U BELIEVE IT ???! HANK AND TRICKY MIGHT BE COMING BAACK YUUIIPPEEEE !!!!!
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but for those who don’t have twitter and want context now
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so it all started on the Enmeshed server (yes there was a discord server, it’s been locked now but we’ll get into that later) where Kiwi (that’s her user online) had some of her mods basically talk shit about my friends, one of whom came out of an abusive household, and basically said
“I think they’re (the friend) a good person but they just need to touch grass” + something along the lines about how friend’s “home situation” was why “it messed them up”
so a mutual who was a mod of the server saw this, felt awful about it, and shared screenshots to my other friends and mutuals in a private friend server that I’m also in
we all thought “damn this is actually awful and weird.” and reflected about other stuff we had against other people in Kiwi’s server (because she has this person, Moiani/Marker, whose a big animator in the madness community in her server. But also he’s awful too because he keeps making the same “mistakes” of being homophobic, racist, transphobic… u get it)
and how her friends are so willing to just. defend that guy for whatever reason. HELL, I had an argument with one of her friends because of the animator!!!!
anyways so we all kept this information alongside the screenshots to ourselves but also told anybody who we thought needed to be aware of this
it wasnt until I told a mutual about this (keep in mind, I didn’t share ANY screenshots) when the next day
Kiwi became aware of it and was basically pressuring the mutual (who was the mod) to tell her what he told others
it was because the mutual I told the day prior had the idea to try and confront Kiwi about it despite me telling the mutual “I don’t think it’s a good idea” so that’s what they did.
it got messy quick. Kiwi pressured and made my mutual stressed, all of us in the private friend group were stressed as hell, and I? I was panicking because I thought what I’d done had started this entire ordeal to be known to Kiwi- (1/?)
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because Kiwi decided to close the discord server after an “investigation” with the friend (who escaped household) when really it wasn’t. It was just the friend and her talking for 2 days in dms about the situation. And Kiwi ignoring everything that the friend had responded with. Yeah.
And then the next day after that,
that was when Kiwi had essentially blamed the friend for our private server having the screenshots of Kiwi and her mods being awful in her server as well as making the entire situation seem like this was a huge operation to try and ruin her reputation. Like I’m talking.. SHE WANTED THE FRIEND TO CONTROL AND PUNISH US FOR BEING UNCOMFORTABLE WITH HER AND HER FRIENDS !!!! LIKE WHAT ?!!
(and also was upset that me and some others in the private server had went ahead and blocked her on twitter or discord) (I had only blocked her on twitter)
after this, she went ahead and tried to harass another mutual (one of the few the ex mod had told initially) for answers, demanding and saying “I am giving you another chance to dissect your entire operation that started in May”
(her words actually btw)
the mutual, after telling her basically we were uncomfortable with her and her friends, blocked her because . dude. we all thought this situation was over because we all had dropped it… EXCEPT FOR HER.
but man. blaming and accusing a friend of having a major role in an “operation” to take down Kiwi?? jesus chrrist !!!!
then it was quiet…. until today when Kiwi decided, despite people on our side telling her not to do it, to make a document about all of us. A smear campaign!!!! HOW FUN !!!!!!
and it was all lies (or very small to no context screenshots) as to have a chance for her to look like a victim whereas all of us would seem like the bad guys. But luckily !!!!!!! VERY LUCKILY !!!!!!!!!!! the friend in question had made a document detailing the basics of what happened + the entire dms with her so I’ll be linking it here
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because we all thought somebody in the private server had leaked the screenshots to Kiwi
so basically I thought it was my fault and I became really upset and scared that I was going to lose my friends and mutuals over this
(luckily I didn’t because, again, I didn’t share ANY screenshots and only told the mutual who ended up confronting Kiwi what I knew)
but anyways so Kiwi kept pushing the now ex-mod mutual to try go in a call with her to talk about the situation. It was to a point that she TRIED to make him (and the other mutuals who the ex-mod mutual told initially) get in a call with her within 12 hours otherwise she was gonna make this entire situation public on twitter
it was scary
we didn’t want this to go public because we’re all teenagers/young adults (16 - 20) just being uncomfortable with the fact that Kiwi (25 years old) was running a server where she was ALLOWING a problematic known animator to stay in her server because “he didn’t break her server rules”
eventually, the ex mod’s mom had to get involved because ex mod mutual was too emotional and upset over this entire situation
his mom ended up getting Kiwi to shut down the idea of trying to get the situation become public otherwise his mom would take legal action against her (the call did actually happen though)
and we all dropped it, thinking this was over …. until it wasn’t.
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would any of you guys believe me if I said that I have beef with the creator of the Enmeshed fanfic? That I don’t like her ass? That I actually don’t like her?
(twitter has some context to this)
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ok doing a janitorai rp with a Hank bot
why is the bot trying to make Zero a FREAK in this rp
(not that they arent, theyre a real FREAK just for wanting to kiss Hank who we all know doesnt have lips. like that dude got his teeth and GUMS exposed… and A METAL JAW TO ADD!!)