I'm just here to vent.
Today I went to the doctor as I have an upcoming surgery (breast reduction). As I saw the doctor -male- I found out that the first doctor who assessed me, was not supposed to, seeing only female doctors were performing the surgery and doing the assessments. Turns out this man decided to take advantage of the situation and touched me even though I was very uncomfortable, but I let him since he told me that he was assigned to me.
I really don't know how to feel, I feel dirty and stupid for letting myself fall for that lie. My mind is telling me that it's all my fault for looking so vulnerable and weak. I don't know whether I'm in pain or just I don't know.
Help!
