I might be dead lmao

We are still here waiting!! Hope you are doing well and are fine!!

heyyyyyyy it has been a minute now hasn't it lmao....so like I am still working on the zodiac story but have had to take a break because of college and stuff...but I did not forget about it or y'all so thanks for being patient for it!! love y'all <#

so today is my 18th birthday...and I feel old so that’s it how is everyone else today

hey guys, i know this wasn’t the update you had hoped for or expected but it’s the one you’re getting.
          
          so if you keep up with my Unexpected Zodiac book, you would know that a couple of months ago i had went through a lot of friend drama and complications that was unwanted and clearly at a bad time. Well, at the end of May i had thought that most of those toxic people/thoughts were out of my life.
          
          unfortunately that’s not true. 
          
          the real reason i’m sending you guys this message is because i wanted you to know the real truth on why i haven’t been writing or felt motivated to write; and i’m sorry that this book isn’t updated as much as i wanted it to be. The Unexpected Zodiac book has been on my mind since 2017 and it’s obvious that I’m quite passionate about having it perfect and the way i want it, but unfortunately i can’t even motivate myself to even write a few lines.
          
          granted, i do work almost 7 days a week and have writer’s block; however, I’ve also just fallen really deep into a dark mind space that makes it hard to do a lot. I’m not going to go into details, but my anxiety the past couple of months just hasn’t been the best and I’ve felt depressed even. It’s been a tough summer and I’m so sorry that I haven’t been able to do something that I do truly love to do.
          
          I can’t thank you guys enough for the support that you give me because at this point that’s what is giving me hope to make sure that I motivate myself; i have so many ideas for this story that i want to get out to you guys, but it just might take me some time. 
          
          in the meantime I’m going to try to work through this bump in the road and I promise I’ll be back in no time :))
          
          thank you if you actually read this because i needed to say this.
          
          see you guys soon, bye  
          
          

Omg I just saw this  yes I am!! It’s just been a ride trying to make sure every character is just right and I want to also make sure the chapter is perfect before I send it out to everyone!! I’m glad you’re enjoying it, though!! I’m actually currently working on the next chapter and have been telling myself to get it done but it’s been a tough couple of months but I promise it will be be done soon :))) 

to so uh happy april iLMOW ITS BEEN A LONG TOME BUT I STILL HAVE WRITERS BLOCK OK
          
          But yea I’ll work on that 
          
          In the meantime I graduate next month and still feel like I’m too much of a child to be an adult in a few months
          
          So uh yea see ya soon I guess? 

happy twenty bi teen everyone!!
          
          I hope you guys have a happy new year and I will be updating soon :)))
          
          I’m feeling a little bit better and I have some a m a z I n g ideas and stuff for 2019 so here’s to another year!!

uhh happy chrysler eve everyone!!
          
          now i kept telling myself all month to try and get some motivation/inspiration to write and that jazz
          
          as you can see that did not happen (again) and i feel terrible about it (again) HOWEVER, I H A V E  been writing out some things to make a chapter come together but haven’t finished the chapter of some books
          
          hopefully I can release a chapter soon, but I LEGITIMATELY HAVE AN EXCUSE THIS TIME AROUND!!!
          
          i have the flu
          
          yup i got the flu on chrysler eve and idk when i feel “better”
          
          but guess what i can not procrastinate whilst i am sicky sick — booyah I can write (if you said write you win)
          
          so thanks for sticking with me while I procrastinate on life and I hope you all have a happy holiday!!!
          
          

so season 8 happened and I don’t know if I should be upset or angry so imma just be a ‘meh’

Happy thanksgiving everyone!!!
          
          Hope everyone is eating some torkey for me because I’m a vegetarian and don’t eat meat :) 
          
          Also hope you are all enjoying time with family/friends/whoever you’re with!!!
          
          I’m thankful for twenty one pilots and top only
          
          Not really I’m thankful for you guys being patient for my return, then my family, and for one direction’s return
          
          But that’s it so I love you guys!!!
          
          See you soon xx