blink_otaku12

 @Solie-Star u even cutting the conversations with even me?!

Solie-Star

@blink_otaku12 something more happened in discord. I'm dealing with those since I created the server.
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blink_otaku12

@Solie-Star oh u mean when someone told u in the chat that u talk like a 9 year old?
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Solie-Star

@blink_otaku12 No not You. I meant I need to get adjusted or used to rude people in discord. That's also how I'm getting to know different people but for a positive outcome I need to take a break. 
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blink_otaku12

 @Solie-Star u even cutting the conversations with even me?!

Solie-Star

@blink_otaku12 something more happened in discord. I'm dealing with those since I created the server.
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blink_otaku12

@Solie-Star oh u mean when someone told u in the chat that u talk like a 9 year old?
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Solie-Star

@blink_otaku12 No not You. I meant I need to get adjusted or used to rude people in discord. That's also how I'm getting to know different people but for a positive outcome I need to take a break. 
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blink_otaku12

Guys y'all won't belive what happened this morning, so I woke up at around 7(something) AM probably bc of constant waking up early for exam prep or waking up early for school or a bit of both   (why is waking up early in the weekends permanent now?!) And my little sister was still sleeping and she somehow took a small , sharp bite on my finger in her sleep and I screamed like "OWW!" And it was pretty unusual lol  

Solie-Star

@blink_otaku12 I know... That is just a common and typical sister's relationship.
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blink_otaku12

@Solie-Star maybe  but overall she has a very cute and sweet personality 
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Solie-Star

@blink_otaku12 WHY. SHE IS MENACE OR WHAT?
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Guys I am experiencing rough days cuz I am now feeling left out and invisible these days  it is social anxiety... the whole th8ng is that I am a statue or a ghost in front of ppl and I am sick of that feeling    I sometimes even cry privately at home whenever a past moment or a recent toxic moment annoys my head, to the point that I feel like throwing up even...

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A victim of being bullied,social anxiety(in general not just at school)),trust issues(only whem i am in a class where i feel different),emotional numbness,feeling like the odd one out and loneliness at school!!!! So basically one incident happened a 2 weeks ago, we were having to work in a three in a physics project,which was a formative too, one girl told the other "I don't want to work with.." and the other girl agreed, I clearly heard the thing and my name too,CLEARLY!!!    I GOT FREAKING SNITCHED ON!!!     and I never felt this hurt than I have ever been,it was traumatizing that i even got secretly mad at that person,over time, I didnt feel safe in the class i am currently in becuase there was an uneven class strength and there was absolutely no one i could trust after the incident!!!!  although I am at the path of not caring about what ppl think about me,  I am a human too, I have the right to feel hurt    

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Guys you won't belive what happened last Sunday,so I woke up with a nauseous feeling and I felt a lot of physical weakness the entire day,and it is continuing this week too,but the weakness is going away gradually but still at school this week I get slightly huge headaches/stomach aches and an urge to even vomit during class!!!!(but thankfully I didn't vomit in class im soo relieved) but the urge to vomit keeps coming back and going for a few seconds and then the same thing happens again and again.

blink_otaku12

@Solie-Star yeah it is going gradually, I am getting better ,it is just that the headaches and the urge to vomit is still there but it is slightly mild than before
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Solie-Star

@blink_otaku12 Maybe it's some sickness. That's all... Are you fine now?
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blink_otaku12

Guys I have a question for y'all...so do u consider pets as a  therapy for your hard times?If your family is about to adopt a pet (if some of u are) and you and your sibling (if some of you have siblings) have name fights during the pre-adoption plan (I had this with my little sister)have u ever had this sort of situation?And u genshin impact fans want to name the pet after a character?(I wanna name mine as Venti tho...)

blink_otaku12

It actually depends on the pet's gender , if the pet's gender is a girl then I'll name it Klee
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blink_otaku12

@FluffyCinderace Klee?Umm...that is also a good option but I am looking forward to name my pet as Venti
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blink_otaku12

I already asked her a few times just for confirmation what things she likes qnd it is nothing related to what I like
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blink_otaku12

A victim of PROCRASTINATION!!!I remember once I used to focus really well with my laptop but ever since my laptop wasn't working properly ,I always use my phone and social media/youtube when I am supposed to be studying!!And I am tired of using my phone during my study times!!Someone plss give me a tip on avoiding my phone and procrastination??  

blink_otaku12

@FluffyCinderace now understanding ur message properly, that makes sense,tysm 
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Solie-Star

@blink_otaku12 Maybe... Just avoid thinking about the stuff that makes you watch your phone and b serious. Instead... You can do other things if you want to relax... But if you really want to... Make sure you set the timing and use it until that.
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