blkcherrylips

blkcherrylips

I’ve been on Wattpad 11 years, and it all started because of a boyband. I followed their journey from the X-Factor days..and somehow I made friends here. I made friends on Tumblr. There’s so much I have to be grateful for, but somehow I’m still stuck on Liam’s passing. I feel as though I’ve lost an old friend and my brain doesn’t want to process it. I logged on to my old tumblr yesterday and it felt like a time capsule. The nostalgia cut deep. 
          Death is cruel. 
          My heart breaks all over for Louis, Zayn, Harry, and Niall, as well as the rest of Liam’s family. It feels silly to me to grieve someone I never met, but it feels like I knew him. It’s a hard thing to grasp… 
          I’m grateful for the sense of community One Direction has given me all these years. As a 24 yr old I’m still a directioner at heart, even if the past few years I had seemed to have forgotten that. Regardless of who you Stan most, I’m glad to see us pull together as OT5 once more…. Liam didn’t deserve to die. Knowing he died alone and so far from home makes me so upset. 
          
          I’m listening to his music and 1D in his honor, seeming as it’s the only thing I feel I can do at this time. 
          
          Know it’s not silly to grieve him even if it feel likes it, because Liams art and music helped shape us into who we are today. 
          
          I love you all. 
          
          Forever in our hearts Liam ❤️

CherryLoveNotes

I’m sending you the biggest hug and lots of love hun. I didn’t realise how much that little girl in me was holding onto one direction until Liam’s passing. Always here for you <33
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