"Life is a soup and I'm a fork." - Nam Joon
And I felt that, because how do you teach yourself to not think about death, your own death constantly
I recently found out what the 27 club meant and although I am not an artist, I related to it, to the though of feeling like you will die very young
I can't explain it but always felt it since I was young and thinking I'm not making it to 18
Now at 28, I see I have made it so far, attempts were there, but futile when I tried and thought of my loved ones, I found I loved them too much to die so young, I want to be happy with them
I much rather laugh with them then cause them pain, because although life is scary, and drags you to pieces, when you pick them up and create a new version of you with the help of those around you, it is so much more fun
Life gains color, my smile grows bigger and that sinking feeling disappears. Thank you.