blobfishwriter

I said I would shot out the person who gets me past thirty soo... @imaginarygreatness is tge ine... don't know you but. Yeah totally follow a few peeps I follow. There's a few good ones on there lol so yah.. follow Imaginary grwatness... yeet

I drown my problems in youtube and ice cream... and that's how I got fat lol

Why did I get shut out... why did the world leave me behind. Why am I the ugly duckling. Why am I alone. Why do I have no one. No one's shoulder to cry on. I cant even rely on myslef because I don't know who I am anymore. I know why they all gave up on me now.

I cant

I give up 

New book... another crappy random thought book to add to the list of junk...

I can feel how broken my mind is. Hey torn up and tattered my soul is... how painful aches within me. But then I also feel like u should be fine. My mind is split up. One side wants me to be in lain and hate but the other one thinks I might actually have hope. I'm an internal ear and I can't stop fighting with my self and all wars end in destruction. So no matter what I will always be hurt. I will always be split. I will always be fighting another half of me. And I'm so freaking tired of it. I just want to sit here. And know what is wrong with me... 

I'm hurting... on the verge of crying. Gave up trying. Tired of lying. Feel like I'm dying. But it's okay...  I'm only crazy

I'm fine 

Sorry for being a dissapointment