blondebeachboys

OMG I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN SO LONGGG
          	I MISSED YOU GUYS HOW IS EVERYONE ❤️

blondebeachboys

So...
          One year ago I was only a blind reader on Wattpad. I didn't have an account yet, but I hoped that one day I would be able to write amazing stories online like some users on this site. 
          I haven't reached that goal yet (at least I think I haven't), but I'm still grateful that I've found Wattpad, made an account, created stories, and also make new friends.
          A lot of things have happened for me on here, whether you've seen it or not, but a long time ago (several months, actually) I wrote stories then deleted them right away bc I though they weren't good enough. 
          But after more people started reading Crazy Stupid Love, voted more, and commented, it gave me more inspiration to keep on writing. 
          A lot of times I've considered quitting Wattpad, but then I realized that then all of those days when I had been so happy bc of Wattpad would have been for nothing. 
          Thx to the poeple who have stuck with me since March 29, 2014, and also to the people who just recently discovered me. 
          You are all my world bc it may not seem like it, but even the smallest things can make someone happy. 
          xxxx

blondebeachboys

Hi guys. 
          So I want to say a few things. I might lose some followers after this, but I just need to say this. 
          So recently I have been noticing some changes whenever someone mentions R5 or whenever I try to write a new chapter of CSL. I'm not as interested in them and tend to not pay any attention to them either. 
          I'm really sad about this, but it's not like I can bring back my old interests back. 
          I know most of my 36 followers are R5ers and now that I'm not one anymore, they might just forget about me and unfollow. 
          And I'm totally fine with the fact that I might loose some followers, because a strong decision comes with some disadvantages. 
          But on the bright side, I will NOT be deleting Crazy Stupid Love. I love it too much and I've received lots of support and also, it's one of my most popular works. 
          I will be focusing more on my non-R5 related stories but I will still update Crazy Stupid Love. 
          I'm sorry I haven't posted a chapter in a really long time. I have been dragging along with my life recently, and focusing on other things, like school, family, etc. 
          My one year Wattyversary is coming up soon. Wow, it doesn't even feel like on year. I remember when I wrote all those stupid stories and deleted the, right after 'cause I felt like they weren't good enough. 
          Anyways, thanks so much if you understand. Everything will be the same, it's just that I won't have a liking for R5 anymore. 
          A new chapter of CSL is coming soon, I promise. 
          Love ya,
          Lexi xx <3