nyx

nothing is stopping me from slitting my wirsts too deep taking my last breath…so why haven’t i done anything yet

ok great. now im even more disgusted with myself, how is that possible

okay i need to shut up bye

because ive never been called pretty by a man before, esp without having to show my body first. this is weird 

i wish it wasnt a joke but i think he’s joking

this might be a joke. i mean who would actually sit here and waste their fucking time with me

dunno how to feel i dont know

um 

too many feelings not enough alcohol 

ok bye