Rat boi

After a longgggggg time away (unintentionally) I think I have decided to return to Wattpad :D

Sobriety who the fuck is she? 

So in middle school I stanned TøP hardcore, today is a very TøP day 
          Ya feel me? 
          I LOVE YALL 
          HOW ARE YOU DOING???!!?!?

It’s been forever and I’m sorry 

GUYS PALAYE ROYALE IS FUCKING RAD 

FUCK 

Hiiiii!!! Sorry for my inactivity...new angst coming soon 

Y’all even having the app is hard for me right now. I’m gonna delete it for a few days. I’m having a really difficult time staying stable and am trying my best to find reasons not to fuck everything up and break my sobriety Right now. I fucking hate myself for always getting into these goddamn situations and fucking myself over Every time. I’ve had 21 panic attacks today and I’ve thrown up 6 times, I haven’t eaten In almost 24 hours and besides the 7 hours I was in school, my flashbacks are constant. 

Hey guys, I’m going to be taking a break from
          Writing on Wattpad for a while. Some personal things came up and I need to take some time to not let it destroy all the progress I’ve made thus far. To be 100% honest I’m very close to falling apart. 
          I’ll try my best to answer direct messages if I see them, but if I can’t reach you or don’t answer for a some reason feel free to shoot me an email at: 
          deenlovescats@gmail.com 
          
          And for certain people I’m a tad closer with, If you email me I’ll probably just give you my number. Things aren’t great right now, but I appreciate all of you. Stay strong 
          Xo_ <3

oh my god i came because your profile pic + username is so beautiful  and lUCKY YOU you get to see mcr hmpfh