bloodsweatandtaers

Its another one of those nights I guess. Panicky and depressed. Stuck in some repetition no way to get out. Man i wish i was better than myself.

bloodsweatandtaers

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I don’t know. I have no energy anymore. What’s even the use of anything. I don’t want to be here. They get mad at me for no fucking reason saying to just get over it or they’ll totally blow it over. Do they not understand i hate myself. I.hate.myself. I tell me not to say that, that im not being helpful. But the panic, hurt, and hate feel like they’re about to burst and leave me there in pain and most likely crying. I just feel alone and I know im not and all that crap, but im at a breaking point snd im so done. Nothing anyone says will help and I’m sorry for burdening you with this. 
          Goodnight

erratic_boredom

@bloodsweatandtaers I don't know if this will help,  regarding what you just said... But,  you mean a CRAP TON to me and I hate that you view your gorgeous, humorous self like this. You're going to get through this and you're gonna be alright. It's going to get better, hell,  maybe not today or tomorrow, but eventually. Try to take care of yourself, I love ya, and I'm always here for you, darling.
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bloodsweatandtaers

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I actually want to die throw me in a fucking hole. Make sure the hole is bigger than all my problems or i aint gon fit. WHO FUCKING WANTS TO DO HOMEWORK? Not my bitch ass thats for sure.
          Thanks for coming to my TED talk

erratic_boredom

@bloodsweatandtaers Bitch same
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