Bloodvain09

Jan 31, 2019 03:42AM

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God I’m so stupid. I fucked up, as usual. I don’t know why I’m still here. I deserve to bleed out and die

bloodvain09

Jan 31, 2019

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God I’m so stupid. I fucked up, as usual. I don’t know why I’m still here. I deserve to bleed out and die

bloodvain09

Jan 30, 2019

Sometimes I wonder, if I just disappeared would anyone care? I’m the least important friend in the group. So if I want there it wouldn’t be that significant.

bloodvain09

Jan 30, 2019

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I am so stupid, feeding myself these lies. Then actually... believing them. Bullshit. All of it. I just can’t. I wanna try and act like I’m strong for everyone around me. But all they see is this weak idiot.

bloodvain09

I’m just so sick and tired of faking being okay. I wanna ACTUALLY be okay.

Jan 30, 2019 • Reply

bloodvain09

Jan 21, 2019

Dear Transphobic/Homophobic family, 
                         I’m sorry that I’m not your perfect child/grandchild. I wish I was. But this is who I am. If you have a problem. Then I’m sorry.