𖤐𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥𖤐

Hey this is Knox from the discord server, ik this isnt usually how I would chat but please don't interact with my old account I got hacked. Also if you see this can you add me back to the discord server?

Everytime I log in to this God forbidden app I see "don't look behind you" has gone up in reads so um thank you that wasn't really one of my favorite works and seeing something that I wasn't that proud of get so much attention really motivates me as an author now along with many other people I'm sure I am no longer apart of the dsmp Fandom writing books for the Fandom is kind of difficult where this account is gonna go I'm not sure but I am sure that no works will be deleted because I have works from when I very first started writing up and I would love to start posting again so thank you everyone for coming along this vigorous journey with me and I hope more people join us on said journey.

How tf someone gonna bully me when they have a nirvana shirt like bitch I tried to meet Kurt Cobain last night now shut up or name 3 nirvana songs that aren't smells like teen spirit.

The fact my gf didn't read my mind and know that i didn't want her to go to sleep is kinda goofy tbh like come on now

I hate to see you leaving a fate worse than dying 

Probably should've taken my own advice on falling inlove with a ghost no ghost can block me

I should be asleep I know but I can't help it, I'm losing myself and I hate it, I forget to eat, I forget to drink, I don't really take a moment to myself, even when I'm alone I'm worrying about someone else, I'm always to anxiety driven to sleep, and I feel like I'm to much, is that why she blocked me? Am I overwhelming? Annoying? Stressful? No one wants me around anymore do they? I'm so tired and my heads spinning I just want to breathe, no one understands it, everyone acts like I don't have emotions or that I can take the impact of the entire world because that's what it feels like it feels like the entire world has their eyes on me firing insults like the bullets of a gun each bullet hitting the ammo larger and stronger the sound of the gun ringing in my ears for longer each shot. I can't breathe, my vision is blurred, I can't move, I'm paralyzed, I'm stuck in a constant nightmare called life why can't I escape? They told me it'd get better when does that happen? The sun doesn't shine and rain is no longer peaceful, I wanna rip every limb off my body while screaming in agony I want to scream out in distress but my tongue gets caught every time the lump in my throat can't be swallowed my eyes begin to water as the sting of every bullet kicks in and I break into a million pieces, finally, I scream, I throw up those words to the people who don't deserve them, the people who didn't say them, I hurt the wrong people and become the monster.
          
          -The journal of the unheard 

My cousin in sleeping in my bed whether or not I finish chapter one to blood coated crowns is a mystery cause I'm afraid of judgement from my family

Yk I love when I see signs that day "homos go to hell" cause it just makes me think about when Eminem in 'my dad's gone crazy' says "I'm going to hell who's coming with me?"

HELLO ALL OF MY NEW READERS I HAVE TWO GET TO KNOW ME BOOKS AND NEITHER ARE UP TO DATE SO UM I'M BAYLEE OR RIVER I'M GENDERFLUID BAYLEE IS FEM MASC IS RIVER THOUGH EVERYONE JUST KINDA SHORTENS IT TO BAY/RIV I'M VERY OBSESSED WITH PUNK ROCK MUSIC QUACKNAP IS MY COMFORT SHIP AND IF YOUD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW ME YOU CAN ALWAYS DM ME BECAUSE I LOVE TALKING TO YALL AND IVE MADE AMAZING FRIENDS FROM WATTPAD THANK YOU FOR READING MY SHITTY STORIES AND SUPPORTING MY DREAM OF ONE DAY BECOMING AN AUTHOR I LOVE YOU ALL HAVE AN AMAZING DAY/NIGHT!!!!!!!!!! (also if your my friend you get sneak peeks at future books!!)