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Signing off for the last time.
          here is my new account @death-with-dignity 
          
          Love ya, claire❁
          
          

Hey my nuggies!!!!
          My new account is @death-with-dignity so if you want to see the shit I post on that, feel free to follow♥︎

Hey, my little chicken nuggets!
          Im so sorry to announce I will no longer be updating ‘lights are on’ . Because I am no longer a big enough fan to write fanfics of the Beatles.
          I still love the Beatles, Don’t get me wrong. But I feel like I have no motivation to write that stuff.
          
          So please don’t hate me. I might abandon this account. I’ll give you my new @ if I do.
          
          -Claire

Hello my little chicken nuggets!
          I awhile ago I posted the first chapter of ‘Hiraeth’
          It’s heavily based upon my life. So I suggest you read it<333
          It’s rated “mature” for a lot of reasons. So yeah! Don’t read it if you cannot handle this shit I put in trigger warnings

Freak.
          
          I remember a time when I looked at myself in the mirror and saw a beautiful girl, now all I see is a freak.
          
          The one time I get the confidence to wear what I want and do my makeup how I like, I’m a freak.
          
          “You look like you belong in a freak show.”
          “I remember when you looked like a pretty girl.”
          “You’ll never get any friends looking like that!”
          “You’ll never get a boyfriend if you dress like that.”
          “I remember when you weren’t a freak.”
          
          I can remember when I didn’t have scars on my arms.
          I can remember when didn’t I didn’t give a shit about anyone’s opinion.
          I can remember when I didn’t starve myself, to get people to like me more.
          I can remember when I had friends.
          I remember when I was happy.
          
          But I’m not any of that anymore…
          
          I’m a loser.
          I’m ugly.
          I’m fat.
          I’m annoying.
          I’m loud.
          I’m nobody.
          
          I’m a freak.
          
          -claire
          
          

I’m alive!!!!

No problem!

No problem! I really am enjoying it!!!

I'm sorry I've been away and haven't updated anything. My grandparent's Wifi wasn't working, so I couldn't do anything. And I've been busy being a relationship counselor for my best friend and her boyfriend.
          I'm sorry.

To Celebrate 60 followers! I need to ask you a question:
          Why did you start following me?