I’m wrestling with a love I cannot have,
A love I shan’t have,
One that is irresponsible to want
A love that is irresistible and undeserving,
It’s one I want to believe I can desire,
But will not ever be able to consume,
For it is in the void,
Of the depths,
Deep in the pits of despair,
I long for you,
But cannot have you