Life hasn’t been going as planned lately. But today I was feeling very positive about everything and was happy for no reason. Then I opened YouTube, and there it was, their Swim MV streaming. I didn't know about the BTS comeback. What a coincidence. I love it. Returning to my fangirling era
Life hasn’t been going as planned lately. But today I was feeling very positive about everything and was happy for no reason. Then I opened YouTube, and there it was, their Swim MV streaming. I didn't know about the BTS comeback. What a coincidence. I love it. Returning to my fangirling era
no dawn awaits the marred, the exiled;
those who walk all over their silhouettes.
yet here, where we stand together now as
fugitives of fate, here the horizon ignites.
here, where we coaxed a fire from the
barren soil of grief into gardens of twilight,
flame rising from a memory, withered.
@staticv0id i also don't know. I feel i have become invisible. My physical form, visible to all, but what no one can sense is the dying existence of mine.
I don't want to be gone.
I want to write what I feel
But I don't have enough words
it almost rained today. i sat in the middle of the road. barefoot. holding the sandals and phone and bottle and bag, all in my uncontrollably grievous hands. i waited for rain as earnestly as i have longed for god in the past. it didnt rain. it never does. i missed you then. i have missed you for a very long time. i hope you are doing well. for in the end i only pray for that.
want to read something angsty. If anyone has any suggestions please put them here in the message box ;)
Hoping you all are well and are getting to read the best August stories
@blueblossom16j I'm having friends crisis here AD. When you start a new journey so many new faces become part of your new life then gradually everyone starts drifting apart, and you find yourself alone. Life is so messy lol
Hbu?? How's your life these days??
@blueblossom16j we are not meant to be sunshine a.s. we are merely humans trying to make the most of the bare minimum we are granted. which is also eventually taken away in the most cruel of ways.
i think part of being humans who grew up being sun for others is too much shadow and lack of light for oneself.
[sits with u and prays the thoughts become endurable. may there be ease]
@skyyandlies i guess everything gets worse with age. You lose hope friendships and dreams.
We can't be sunshine all the time right? I think i should put the phone down now hahaha too many destructive thoughts //
My new phone's dark mode is a turn off. Its dark background is not working when I'm reading :( it's same as Wattpad's dark mode option. I miss my old phone.
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