bluebusan

hi everyone. bluebusan here. to anyone that's wondering - no, i'm not back nor am i planning on coming back to this account. the only reason i logged in today, is because some of you still keep commenting and dm-ing me to finish writing downpour and perfect. and assuming none of you have read my goodbye note, i would like to clarify that i won't be completing those two books. i left for a reason and that's because i was forcing myself to write what other people wanted me to write - i wasn't writing for myself. and i've explained this in a lot more detail in my goodbye note, so you should definitely read that, but to cut a long story short - please stop asking me to update. whether it be through comments or dms, please stop. i'm not going to keep working on them - i've quit working on them since last year and would really appreciate it if you could respect that. 
          	
          	goodbye.

Britanin

Hii love, i dont know if you remember me very well, it has been years since we last talked because i changed my number and i had a very hard time finding you.
          
          If you log in one day, i will be glad if i get a dm from you. I hope you are happy, healthy and you are doing good. 
          If you dont remember me is okay also. 
          
          Much support and love to you 

matchiematcha

I'm just here to ask something. there are 2 missing chapters in your book which is 'attention' the chapters are 22nd and 56th it's not that i am craving for smut(well i am) it's just that i really don't understand the chapter next to those missing ones. Did you deleted it?

bluebusan

hi everyone. bluebusan here. to anyone that's wondering - no, i'm not back nor am i planning on coming back to this account. the only reason i logged in today, is because some of you still keep commenting and dm-ing me to finish writing downpour and perfect. and assuming none of you have read my goodbye note, i would like to clarify that i won't be completing those two books. i left for a reason and that's because i was forcing myself to write what other people wanted me to write - i wasn't writing for myself. and i've explained this in a lot more detail in my goodbye note, so you should definitely read that, but to cut a long story short - please stop asking me to update. whether it be through comments or dms, please stop. i'm not going to keep working on them - i've quit working on them since last year and would really appreciate it if you could respect that. 
          
          goodbye.

Lilia2417

I’ve just stumbled across your works and although you aren’t posting anymore, I would like to thank you for not deleting your account. I hope you’re doing well and have found what makes you happy. I know that we as readers can be selfish so I don’t blame you for leaving. Part of me hopes that you’re still writing, but writing for yourself, whether it is about Naruto, kpop, or something completely different. I hope that one day you’ll be able to return without the pressure of having to appease us spoiled readers. Thanks again April. 

chickinflvr

Hi April! I know it’s been so long since we’ve last talked. Just wanted to thank you for you year of friendship and I know you’re not on here anymore but just wanted to let you know that you are loved by so many and that we love you. Stay safe and sending you love ❤️ 

cutestfuckinbread

i was late. but thanks for the stories. i haven't read them all yet but i just know they're good ones. so thank you for deciding on not taking the account down. idk if you'll still be able to read this but for what it's worth, i really appreciate your stories, they are really good and well-written. it's just sad that it came to the point that you no longer happy writing them, and i understand where you're coming from. i hope you get to find your happiness soon, even if it's not on writing anymore. 'til you decide to be here again ♥

AllisonCate

Hello... I just saw your profile. I read your goodbye book and it hurts my heart, but at the same time, healing it. I hope that this would forever be in your hearts and knowing that several people are here for you. 
          
          I’m new but I just wanted to spread love. I would really like to talk Bc you seem like a soft and caring person.
          
          ~AllisonCate❤️

AllisonCate

@bluebusan how r u btw? Are you okay now days?
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bluebusan

@AllisonCate ahh, this is the sweetest message i have received in such a long time. thank you so much, that really means a lot to me bub♥️ and i hope wattpad becomes a sanctuary of some sort where you can destress and write what you want. you're really sweet, i hope you have an amazing time here on this platform ♥️
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bluebusan

sometimes i feel like no one would really care if i deleted this account and all of its works.

turtlerabbit_chu

@bluebusan Ik I'm late, but let me tell you, I CARE. don't ever think like that. If you need someone to talk to or something, I'm always free 
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asanation-

if you wanna talk and have someone listen I’m here 
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asanation-

noooo april ㅠㅠㅠㅠ i care 
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bluebusan

ha, how you like that? thoughts on the song? i really liked the mv, except the fact that ganesha was on the floor. i'm not religious, but i do respect all religions and it's kinda sad to see how religions have turned into an aesthetic. what made the situation even worse were some blinks that made such vulgar comments about ganesha. i don't care if you're religious or if you're not, if you support a religion or if you don't, but disrespecting and mocking other people's religion like that is wrong. you have absolutely no right to do that.
          
          anyway, the song grew on me after a few listens. currently feeling inspired to update one of my books. which one should i update? downpour or perfect?

bluebusan

@SophieAnderson03_ i agree with everything you just said. luckily they have since changed the scene.
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SophieAn03_

@bluebusan my twitter tl has been shaking over the past few days and saying i am overloaded with information is an understatement. Mainly because a lot of my mutuals are desi kpop fans and also stan twt retweet things, i had the chance to view the problem from different aspects. Personally, i don't approve the use of religion/culture in the MV like that, but what makes me sad is how people blame BP instead of YG - who's in charge of MV scene making. I also agree that we should educate ourselves and our idols about this, but it's frustrating how toxic stan twt just push it too far and create a petty fanwar instead of focusing on the main purpose - demanding YG to give an apology and do something about the MV.
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