bluejay_hao

These next 11 days are going to be tough mentally for me, because of something I know is bound to happen sooner than I'm expecting. However, I'm still going to try my best to continue, and to upload what I'm aiming to publish ^^

precerii

P.S. you’re amazing :))

bluejay_hao

@precerii and I appreciate it ^^
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precerii

@bluejay_hao aaahh no don’t cry! but i mean it :))
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bluejay_hao

@precerii but aughhh thank you, don't make me cry shortly after i woke up /hj
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bluejay_hao

These next 11 days are going to be tough mentally for me, because of something I know is bound to happen sooner than I'm expecting. However, I'm still going to try my best to continue, and to upload what I'm aiming to publish ^^

bluejay_hao

I won't guarantee this will happen, but I'm planning on releasing two chapters of a new story next week, as a Christmas gift for everyone, but particularly for one friend - who has been very persistent on saying this book is one of her favourites, despite it not even existing yet (she's referring to a oneshot I wrote, because this new book will be a fuller version of that jayhoon oneshot ^^)
          
          So, for Christmas, ig she'll finally have an excuse to say how much she likes my story, since it'll actually exist on Christmas xD
          
          (yes I'm talking about you @I_lovegyuu xD)

bluejay_hao

Over the next following days, I'm going to be taking down almost the entirety of my stories, since I haven't worked on them in so long, that I'm planning on restarting and revamping them. In order to do this, I'm planning on unpublishing them, and bringing them back at a later date. I won't guarantee their return anytime soon, since I've got some new books that I'm planning on releasing first, before I work on those old stories again. Any completed stories and oneshots will remain, but all other works will be taken down until further notice. 
          
          However, be on the lookout for potentially 2 new stories by the end of this month. They won't be completed, but at least one chapter of each should be up. I won't confirm anything, as these are only plans for what I want to do, but I can't ensure I will for definite, as my motivation and mental health could diminish at any time. Hopefully I'll release these though ^^

bluejay_hao

almost forgot that it's December, I remembered when it was like midnight, but then I just magically forgot after like 1am this morning- anyways, I've changed my theme again hehe ^^

bluejay_hao

HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY WITH ENHA!! 
          
          I first noticed them this time 4 years ago, on the day of their debut. I wasn't really a massive kpop stan at the time, I just knew a few groups and a few things about it, since I only really listened to Seventeen, Bts, Stray Kids, Txt, and Ateez (and then Enhypen) at that point. I didn't know what it was like to necessarily 'stan' a group, I just simply watched a few things they were in (like the svt green room stuff) but I didn't really catch up on anything else, all I did was listened to a few of their songs. After that, I kinda parted ways with kpop in 2021. However, I still got introduced to new groups at that time, I just didn't really listen to their music, the only ones I occasionally came back go were bts, skz, txt, enha, and atz.
          
          I then officially got back into kpop in 2022, and that was the year I finally started 'stanning' groups, with my first being skz on September 30th. After that, I officially started stanning Enhypen on February 28th, 2023. I've been with them casually for 4 years now, with a few disappearances here and there, but I've been by their side as a proper fan for 1 and ¾ of a year, and I've never been happier.
          
          I've been with them since Border: Day One, but I officially came back to them during the gap between their Japanese album, and Dark Blood. Since I've been a proper fan (one that actually watches all content, fully knows the members, and listens to all songs), I've watched them go through Dark Blood, Orange Blood, Memorabilia, Romance Untold, and now their Repackage Album -Daydream-. During this, I've watched them produce some incredible songs, some of which are my current favourites.
          
          I'm proud to say they're my ult ult group hehe (yes they overtook svt a little while back) 

bluejay_hao

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Now, I wanna show you the mess of what my bias line has been like, from the start.
            2020: Heeseung / Jay (Sunghoon, Jake, Jungwon, Sunoo, Niki)
            2021: Sunghoon / Niki (Jungwon, Heeseung, Jake, Sunoo, Jay)
            2022: Sunghoon / Jake (Jay, Jungwon, Sunoo, Heeseung, Niki)
            --
            (Last year)
            Feb: Jungwon (Heeseung, Sunoo, Sunghoon, Jay, Niki, Jake)
            May: Jungwon / Sunoo (Heeseung, Sunghoon, Jay, Niki, Jake)
            Oct: Jungwon / Sunoo / Heeseung (Sunghoon, Niki, Jay, Jake)
            --
            (This year)
            Jan: Sunoo / Heeseung / Jungwon (Sunghoon, Jake, Niki, Jay)
            Feb: Heeseung / Sunoo / Jungwon (Sunghoon, Niki, Jake, Jay)
            Mar: Sunoo / Heeseung / Jungwon (Sunghoon, Jake, Niki, Jay)
            May: Heeseung / Sunoo (Jungwon, Sunghoon, Niki, Jake, Jay)
            Jul: Sunoo / Heeseung (Niki, Jake, Sunghoon, Jay)
            Sep: Heeseung / Sunoo -introduction to the situation I had with jay- (Jay, Sunghoon, Niki, Jake, Jungwon)
            1st half of Oct: Sunoo / Heeseung / Jay (Sunghoon, Jungwon, Niki, Jake)
            2nd half of Oct: Jay / Heeseung / Sunoo (Sunghoon, Jungwon, Jake, Niki)
            Nov: Jay / Heeseung / Sunghoon (Sunoo, Jungwon, Jake, Niki)
            and with those three (heejayhoon) now being my frickin top 3 ult biases overall :,) (I love them don't get me wrong, its just been rough the past few months with the shit they've been doing xD)
            I've had moments with all of them, as you can see, but the ones with Jake and Niki didn't hit as hard as the others, plus it was years ago when I wasn't properly into the group either so it doesn't feel the same. But I've still had moments with all of them :0
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