it’s not that, my preteen years were spent amazing being a fan and just enjoying things like this but now I’ve gotten older and a bit more mature and stuff like this didn’t excite me like it used to, I’ll always cherish those years because they were amazing but I think it was time to move on to different things, that part of my life was now finished, only a moment in the past, that’s the way it is. thanks for asking and sorry for the late reply I rarely open wattpad :)