Vanshika 🏃‍♀️

*vibes to girl in red*      SOMEBODY HAS A NEW CRUSH GIGGITY GIGGITY

crazy cassie era begins now 

this is my villain origin story 

NAH BC I JUST GIT THE WORST HAIRCUT OF NY LIFETIME AND I ALMOST SHED REAL JESUS TEARS AT THE SALON

so many feelings so many emotions and no regulation at all. i feel like I feel too much and show too less, or i feel less and show too much. there's nothing in between. i don't know what these feelings are. I'm clueless. 

also what the fuck has Wattpad become now????? IT USED TO BE SO GOOD 5 YRS AGO NOW ITS CURSED 

looking at this account always makes me feel so nostalgic bc i made it in 8th grade and I'm in dental college now. wanna start writing again so i might start by posting announcements first, that's less of a commitment haha  
          
          i wish i could go back to being younger, but I also don't wanna deal with the depression and anxiety and self delete thoughts again. its beautiful how life changes. i never thought I'd grow this old. i never thought I'd live past 14-15 but I did and that's fucking beautiful. I'm proud of myself and who I've become now. I'm no longer worried about being too much now. i might still get anxious about people not liking me enough or me being not enough or too much for them but I know for a fact that I'm okay with that. it took me a while to get here. i had to go through so much alone and initially I hated it but now I like being alone. gives me a sense of peace. I've developed as a person. 

sometimes i just have so much to speak. so much to tell but sometimes its like i have no one to listen. so i write, write and write my feelings out somewhere where no-one will see. and i like it. 
          
          i might start blogging soon.

@kirariscuminmymouth wait whats up? need me to kill someone?

@hornydepression HSJHDHFD