okay so I believe some apologies are in order. this is so awful oh man okay first of all my username I am so sorry I do not know what my thirteen year old self was thinking it will be changed as soon as creativity strikes and second of all my stories!!! oh my goodness they have been left to die. I honestly can't tell you if I'll be able to finish them at this point but something will be posted soon, I assure you. sincerest of apologies for anyone that is even still remotely interested. cross my heart and hope to die I'll get back to this. thanks so much for your patience and loyalty i love you <3