i think y'all deserve an explanation as to why i unpublished 'words'.
that was the first book i'd ever written about two years ago, so ofc my writing was very uncultivated and lacking.
and that bothers me -- a lot.
i can't find feeling in my writing, and especially can't in 'words'. and when others tell me how they find that book meaningful, i can't see it, can't find where they find it. the words in that book, especially, feel bland and shallow, it feels mocking.
i feel that way towards my other books too, no lie, but 'words' takes it on an entirely different level.