bluschious

this message may be offensive
I really said ‘fuck it’ and moved to AO3.
          	
          	I still roleplay but not on wattpad, I barely touch this app anymore, don’t use my among us OCs, etc.

bluschious

/ hey! I guess I owe everyone an explanation?
          
          It’s Candi-Rose anon! Or Minchboo, in short- I’ve fallen out of among us and candi-Rose’s character, I made her character during my Dumping Ground phase in lockdown and overall, now I just like other things, like mcyt, dsmp, etc.
          
          I will still use this account for reading, but if you want to stay in touch my discord is Minchboo#9349 
          
          :]

bluschious

/ Oh! I am alive? I missed you guys! 

bluschious

/ Okay first of all, I think I owe you all an explanation! 
            
            So, school in short- yeah, woooo! Big surprise, school is starting again after Easter and I’ve been going in to school with a few other people who need to in order to do my work, I couldn’t cope at home at all.
            
            Any free time I really had I tried to spend with my friends online playing some minecraft so we could keep in contact, I also got really into the DSMP and GOD am I hyperfixating.
Reply

bluschious

this message may be offensive
/ Got a panic attack because my dad yelled at me for waking up randomly a few minutes ago, I can’t fucking control if I wake up or not, sorry.
          
          The very second I turn 18 I swear I’m moving out. 

bluschious

this message may be offensive
/ He knows I have trouble sleeping but he refuses to at least HEAR ME OUT.
            
            / I got told I have to stop waking up because I’ll be like a zombie in the morning, I can’t stop, I can’t control this shit, why are you still awake anyway? He doesn’t have a big say in this because that means he’s a hypocrite, nobody ever tries to LISTEN.
            
            I got an autism diagnosis and boom, I no longer have valid opinions- I don’t need to be babied and I don’t need to be yelled at 24/7, treat me like a normal fucking person but respect the fact that I have autism and know what it means; can’t be too hard on my parents since they’ve never had to deal with an autistic person before, but they could at least do some research.
            
            They’re also ‘everyone is a little autistic’ people like, shut the fuck up? If everyone is autistic then why does ASD exist then? 
Reply

bluschious

/ gonna be slow on replies, I had a seizure earlier today, I’m sorry.

bluschious

Update: Feeling a bit better, still shaken though even though I have had seizures before; I’m scared to have another.
Reply

bluschious

/ My parents think it might be undiagnosed epilepsy; I’ve had seizures before, mostly due to flashing lights, but this one happened out of nowhere.
            
            I just felt sick and had a sore head.
Reply

bluschious

/ Alright, I just dyed my hair pink.
          
          And I love it, my school doesn’t allow dyed hair (even if it is a natural colour,) but they can’t really do much since this crap doesn’t wash out for a long time.
          
          Regrets though? NONE, I love my hair so much!

bluschious

/ Hey, friends! Sorry if this is a really random post; but I’m sorry if I’m late to replies.
          
          I’m doing very unwell mentally, online learning has taken a tole on my mental state and I’ve been getting sick and I’ve constantly been having breakdowns, I can’t get proper help for my mental state- all I can really do is wait for February to pass.