So here I am again with lots of friends but no FRIENDS at the same time - yes I fit into multiple groups at school & hang out with everyone during class but outside of that, no one's gonna actually wanna hang out with me if they have the choice. And now idek if the people I thought were my real friends even like me. Two of my best friends seem like they may not actually like me, one assaulted me and ruined my trust & life permanently, and then my one real best friend who I always thought I'd be friends with forever now has a bf and has seemingly forgotten about me :/