Ruchi 💗

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Hey there 
          How are you doing?

Hey my lovely stars I'm Ruchi of course. I'm writing this because I don't know how but Mute weather is deleted. Everything was ready I just had to write epilogue after that I was about to update all the chapters in one go but dearest wattpad wanted to have some fun so..... My all hardwork vanished in few seconds. I feel like crying, screaming . But here I'm holding back my tears. Everything was already fucked up and this has to happen. It is too much for me to process. Honestly I'm stopping myself from hating me, because there was someone who used to say "Ruchii you always have to love yourself no matter what"..... And I love him so of course I'm gonna love myself. To be honest I'm tired of this world of everything. Whoever is reading this must be thinking why am I sharing my problems with you all. So I don't know I just don't know. I'm tired of putting efforts and getting nothing, I'm tired of fact that my mood depends on their replies....I just want to vanish and never come back and never see their faces cause they moved on but I can't. I used to find my escape in writing, but I think like others writing also doesn't likes me.... And.... I don't know what to say more... I have to express alot but I can't... So Back to the topic I may take time to overcome this loss. But when I'll be back Rivalries and Roses will be completed, I can't take risk with this as only few chapters are left and and other book of weather series... As much I hate to say this I'm leaving this series. 
          
          I'm really sorry 
          
          
          Byeeeee