I am losing myself ? My mind ? Is this what depression is ? Maybe, because my days are filled with anxiety and sadness , bad mood and tiredness, no excitement just staring at blank walls whole day...
Nothing to look forward at
Nothing good enough to look past away.
Days filled with answering uncomfortable questions to which I have no answer to . They say to belive that better Days are coming soon, I don't think so I am at my worst and drowning day by day losing all my lifelines. I don't have anything to hold upon. Something is ticking in my mind every single second I never wanted to lose like this
Why is this even happening to me. This was not WHat I dreamt of, not what should my life should have been.
I think I am losing my strength, my courage and myself.