bonitabons

im so inlove with him. he’s my everything, and it’s still early - but yes i think i loved him even in my past relationship which is so bad i knkw (but i missed him during it, and regretted the whole time choosing the wrong guy - brw they’re friends now so its chill we all are in a gc) but um he’s either the loml or i die loving him. im not breaking up with him because ive never loved someone so much, im so deeply inlove i cant even describe it. ive been craving this feeling for years, yearned to be seen and matched like him. he’s picked up things i say and now he says them, it’s so cute. he cares for me so muxh, checks my reposts and sometimes responds to them (quite often) ughhh… ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ i fcking love him so much, i wish he lived closer. i hate when ppl move too fast w me but i kinda get it now, because rn im so inlove and i just want him to last and him to be my future and my love forever. ive yearned to love like this, to miss like i do with him, to attach to someone and love them unconditionally and ive finally found my one. 

:(((( my friend gifted me and my friend rovux. i think 1.2k to my friend and then 1.8k to me:))) he said early bday gift for her, and then late bday goft for me. <3 he’s so nice bruh and we all called and played for about 7 hours but uh i just got off to talk to my pretty boy and then he went back to sleep so imma go sleep too now byebye

he had in his tt bio (he only got it for mealso we’re matching pfps awh.) he has my nickname ‘bon’ in morse code, and so i put in mine ‘ILY’ in morse code and he put ‘ILYSMM’ :((( i love him bro !! on insta we are also matching pfps oooo and on his note he put ‘pretty girl’ hy clairo and i put ‘pretty boy’ by the neighbourhood.. but his expired first and he put it back on and then when mine expired i put on ‘my pretty boy’ <333 ugh i seriously do love him so much i cant help it. 

yo he said it back he said he was worried that our language will be a problem because he’s turkish and he knows english but he isnt like the greatest so he said he’s gonna learn more yippeee:))) and then when he was saying goodnight he said he loves me<3

okay im currently on call w my friends, my friend is alive idk if i said he woke up from his coma. anyway — i just said i loved thhe guy im talking to to him but he aint got no wifi so no reply yet but im svared asfuck. anyway ! i meet my therapist tomorrow and then the next day im getting braces sooo im scared for that’ anyway! also i told my parents i wanna km$ sooo… yeah !!

also im deleting wattpad probably forever now idk tho maybe ill be back not sure bai

alr its not been long but i broke up w my boyfriend because yeah i realised im inlove w my ex talking stage and also ontop of that my mental health is alot worse now and my friend also committed and was in a week long coma and woke up yesterday. think we’re staying friends but he’s upset rn.. im taking a break from dating - i really need to. and on the 1st of september im ending it all.

why does everyone i date move so fast. wdym we already saying ily wdym u calling me ur ‘future wife’ like bud slow down 

anyway S cant play tmrw cs he’s going on vacation w 14hour drive … ts fine. anyway - the only reason i rlly became friends w him again is because all my friends including my boyfriend make me feel annoying and lonely asf sooo ! my friend group acting up ever since i got w my bf idk whats going on

alright now im playing with s and b on roblox we all good✌️i think a l awkward cs they on call i aint but amr