bonkybarnes27
ive finally realized that me posting these 'books' are for my own pure enjoyment, i catch myself actually getting excited when i reread my stories lol
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hi my loves im BACKKKKK. idk if it ill be regular uploads but i do want to upload alot more in the new year!
bonkybarnes27
life is kicking my ass recently, i don’t know how much more i can take bro
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i want to delete blood lust. i feel like no one is gonna read it anymore, i feel like it’s dumb now
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i have so many story ideas and yet i can’t finish the one that’s already started
i want to write an avatar and hunger games story IN PEACE!!!
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i want to text him…someone tell me no! ugh i miss talking to him
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@youdontknowmeshh_ thank you! cried and didn’t text him, instead i deleted our old texts and it felt good
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i miss him so much, i want to go back to when i sent him cute memes. back to when we said i love you and meant it. back to being next to him and just smiling. i want to feel that feeling again, but with him. only him.
he is so okay with this and i just don’t understand how he isn’t absolutely broken like me? i am struggling so bad rn
bonkybarnes27
@11littleships thank you for this <3 this made so much sense, i appreciate you! i will meme on just for you!! bonky 4ever
11littleships
Well, some relationships have two sides to the coin. One is unbothered at first but then it slowly festers into them feeling the pain the other side feels when the break up is fresh. This second side feels the pain soon after the break up but becomes less affected over time until it's easier to go about their day. Kinda like the sun and moon chasing each other. I'd like to say things will be alright but I know saying that won't help 100% but perhaps things will work out? In the mean time, meme on bonky and don't let autocorrect turn you into binky or blinky.
bonkybarnes27
hahaha i didn’t even notice the number until your comment
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bf broke up with me today…called and said he didn’t love me anymore and that we didn’t have the same view about him forgetting my birthday.
all i wanted was a emotional and downhearted apology from him and apparently he isn’t that way.
11littleships
That's the spirit. Fun thoughts. Orrrrrr if he really deserves it...... Some sugar in his gas tank. Hard thing to fix, very expensive and inconvenient.
bonkybarnes27
@11littleships putting glitter in his mirrors in his car so when it’s open it gets all over his clothes and putting it in his air vents….
11littleships
You know....that's a pretty good work around. It also has the added bonus of messing up his washer and dryer and spreading further. Ooooo yes!
bonkybarnes27
it’s my birthday!! woo wooo wooooo
