bookara

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TW: this is going to be horrifically sad and I’m talking about Liam Payne
          	
          	It’s so ironic that I accidentally logged into this accp in a few days before I got the news about Liam. 
          	
          	In 2012, I was 12 (exposing my age). One Direction was my first fandom, (unfortunately) After was the first fanfiction I ever read. I remember sitting in my friend’s basement reading it until horrific hours of the night. I remember saving up all my allowance to buy their books. I remember going to the opening night premiere of this is us for my 13th birthday. I remember my one direction phone case I had on my phone until it was so cracked and broken it couldn’t even be considered a phone case anymore. I remember going to their concert in 2015, I cried the entire time, bought 2 shirts and lost my voice. The date of the show was my phone password for 2 years. I remember using the four album to get through some tough shit in my life. I remember when I got diagnosed with chronic health conditions, listening to one direction in the hospital, then running to their songs as I turned it around and tried to get my life back. I remeber studying to their music in my 20s.
          	
          	Most importantly I remember how being apart of that made me not feel alone. It really was a you had to be there situation. And sometimes I wonder why it’s hurting so bad and even though some bad things have come to light, it’s okay to mourn something that brought you so much joy as a child.
          	
          	I may be an adult now, but the little girls inside of us are grieving and that’s okay. I’m so thankfully for what one direction gave me and the news absolutely devastated me. I hope everyone takes care of themselves. 
          	
          	-k

wckedlysweet

I know the little girl in me will never forget what One Direction has done for me. </3
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wckedlysweet

Im so sorry to hear you go through this, I won’t deny that I also felt a certain pain at the sudden news. I feel like it’s so surreal and it doesn’t even feel like it truly happened. I grew up with One Direction as a child and it just doesn’t feel right.
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summeroflike

Herro i know ur not active on here anymore like im pretty sure ur a doctor now (GO U!!) but i just wanna say that i probably would not still be alive if it werent for ur fics as crazy as that is lolll. Ur writing really touched me when i was a little 8th grader and i was going thru some really rough stuff; reading these books made me gain hope that i would one day meet awesome ppl. U just made them seen like real ppl and like 100x more real and it really sat with me. Just want to thank you for keeping me alive without knowing it!!! I hope that wherever u r now u cringe a BUNCH at these stories but maybe not too much bc u really made a impact on my life for a while! Xo

Slayqueendivabaddie

@summeroflike same girl. Twins
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lynndyingtbh

I remember reading your stories years ago when I was in my mr phase, and out of all the ones I read yours was always the best. Recently I’ve started reading again in the hopes I’ll be able to write something as great as this, I reread these and felt the exact same excitement, joy, fear, sadness, all those sappy emotions for these characters as when I read these books for the first time. I hope you find your inspiration to write again, you have a gift for it. If you ever publish a irl book, let me know, I’ll be your #1 supporter xoxo

LOVERICKYY

I wanna marry every book you wrote. You are my favorite writer and I regret not knowing you earlier on like seriously your my favorite newtmas writer and I am gonna get on my knees and willingly be your dog- AIGHT ON A SERIOUS NOTE. Your writing is so good it made me experience what the characters are experiencing and it made me feel the emotions. You are literally the best writer I have came across

urfavbyers

Okay so I'm reading your stories for a while now and i just want to say YOUR WRITING IS SO GOOD... but Are you still alive on this account?.

urfavbyers

@bookara   bro is dead
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bookara

@Mrs_Yuki788 nah
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annabellrr

There masterpieces actually made me so happy and then u LEAVE and don’t write my fav story’s of all time  I miss u sm and will re read ur books till the day I die

bookara

@annabellrr hey yo
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annabellrr

OMG OMG HIII
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bookara

@annabellrr I fell asleep for 3 years
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