bookara

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TW: this is going to be horrifically sad and I’m talking about Liam Payne
          	
          	It’s so ironic that I accidentally logged into this accp in a few days before I got the news about Liam. 
          	
          	In 2012, I was 12 (exposing my age). One Direction was my first fandom, (unfortunately) After was the first fanfiction I ever read. I remember sitting in my friend’s basement reading it until horrific hours of the night. I remember saving up all my allowance to buy their books. I remember going to the opening night premiere of this is us for my 13th birthday. I remember my one direction phone case I had on my phone until it was so cracked and broken it couldn’t even be considered a phone case anymore. I remember going to their concert in 2015, I cried the entire time, bought 2 shirts and lost my voice. The date of the show was my phone password for 2 years. I remember using the four album to get through some tough shit in my life. I remember when I got diagnosed with chronic health conditions, listening to one direction in the hospital, then running to their songs as I turned it around and tried to get my life back. I remeber studying to their music in my 20s.
          	
          	Most importantly I remember how being apart of that made me not feel alone. It really was a you had to be there situation. And sometimes I wonder why it’s hurting so bad and even though some bad things have come to light, it’s okay to mourn something that brought you so much joy as a child.
          	
          	I may be an adult now, but the little girls inside of us are grieving and that’s okay. I’m so thankfully for what one direction gave me and the news absolutely devastated me. I hope everyone takes care of themselves. 
          	
          	-k

wckedlysweet

I know the little girl in me will never forget what One Direction has done for me. </3
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wckedlysweet

Im so sorry to hear you go through this, I won’t deny that I also felt a certain pain at the sudden news. I feel like it’s so surreal and it doesn’t even feel like it truly happened. I grew up with One Direction as a child and it just doesn’t feel right.
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ten-rats-in-a-coat

I know you said in your bio you can base books off yours and you prolly won't see this but I'm just checking lmao. Strings was like my first proper fanfiction I read that got me into reading tmr fanfic so thank you so much for that. I have an idea that uses some of the same ideas from your book so I'm just making sure I have the okay to write. Love your work!

errorloadingsasha

youre also not going to see this but youre an inspiration to me and a lot of other writers on here
          your platform and books got me a lot of my audience. you and a few other people basically taught me how to write newtmas fics.
          thank you

xxxxxNTYxxxxx

Hello, it’s been a while since I’ve come across your profile. This is like really random but I just wanted to say ILYSM!! Your books have made my days so many times no matter how many times I read them. You’re an idol. I hope you’re doing well xx

xxxxxNTYxxxxx

@bookara no, thank YOU!! I LOVE U SMMMM
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WCKD_isntgood

Hello, I am just about to finish your Control series and have had loads of ideas about it. Would you mind if I write my own fan fiction based on your series??? It’s okay if not. I like adding characters to series’s and I have had such a good idea for this one. I would keep the majority of it the same with the slow burn and everything but put it into my own words. 
          
          Just wanted to make sure you don’t mind x

bookara

@WCKD_isntgood please do!! you don’t have to change anything. I forfeited copyright, have at it ! 
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WCKD_isntgood

Also I will change characters out and make them have different abilities x
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lsno10203040

Hello, I haven't been on wattpad for a while and when I opened it and saw that I had notifications from you I was very happy and nostalgic you are one of my favorite authors and I love your stories <3 question?  you mentioned you don't have time  to write for newtmas but do you have  time to read about nеwtmas

bookara

this message may be offensive
TW: this is going to be horrifically sad and I’m talking about Liam Payne
          
          It’s so ironic that I accidentally logged into this accp in a few days before I got the news about Liam. 
          
          In 2012, I was 12 (exposing my age). One Direction was my first fandom, (unfortunately) After was the first fanfiction I ever read. I remember sitting in my friend’s basement reading it until horrific hours of the night. I remember saving up all my allowance to buy their books. I remember going to the opening night premiere of this is us for my 13th birthday. I remember my one direction phone case I had on my phone until it was so cracked and broken it couldn’t even be considered a phone case anymore. I remember going to their concert in 2015, I cried the entire time, bought 2 shirts and lost my voice. The date of the show was my phone password for 2 years. I remember using the four album to get through some tough shit in my life. I remember when I got diagnosed with chronic health conditions, listening to one direction in the hospital, then running to their songs as I turned it around and tried to get my life back. I remeber studying to their music in my 20s.
          
          Most importantly I remember how being apart of that made me not feel alone. It really was a you had to be there situation. And sometimes I wonder why it’s hurting so bad and even though some bad things have come to light, it’s okay to mourn something that brought you so much joy as a child.
          
          I may be an adult now, but the little girls inside of us are grieving and that’s okay. I’m so thankfully for what one direction gave me and the news absolutely devastated me. I hope everyone takes care of themselves. 
          
          -k

wckedlysweet

I know the little girl in me will never forget what One Direction has done for me. </3
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wckedlysweet

Im so sorry to hear you go through this, I won’t deny that I also felt a certain pain at the sudden news. I feel like it’s so surreal and it doesn’t even feel like it truly happened. I grew up with One Direction as a child and it just doesn’t feel right.
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