won't be updating anything for a couple weeks.
here's why:
i've been in a long distance relationship for almost three months. today, he started school at his new school and later he had called me and babbled a lot about things, barely let me speak, and was very rude towards me. i suspected that he was cheating on me after calling other girls hot and making a lot of remarks about the girls in his school. we argue a lot and he always turns things around on me but i guess i didn't realize how imperfect it was until now. i had sent this to him to break it off because i jus couldn't anymore.
**** we need to talk. i have loved our time together but i can’t be with someone who is texting me saying other girls are hot. i get that you were excited about your day but it made me feel sad that you were talking to other girls. you have been ignoring me lately and i don’t know why you have been. i have given you MANY chances. you always turn things around on me when it is your fault. i am not asking for you to explain yourself because honestly i don’t care at this point you have been so rude and mean to me. i’m not giving you anymore chances, not to mention you didn’t even mention our 3 month anniversary that is tomorrow. when you were saying other girls were hot, i only said ******* was hot because i wanted to play along. you're the worst boyfriend I have ever had. we are done, ****** ****** ******.
got a very rude and aggressive paragraph back, saying i was throwing away a "perfect" relationship and to not come running back, basically turning it around again. he called me 30 minutes later and i kept declining and declining. i don't know what he wants but i'm trying to ignore it. i'm just not in a good state right now bcs of this breakup and i rly thought we were okay so i'm not in the mental state to write.
i hope you understand and please don't come at me for taking a mental break.
xoxo, abbie