booksbybelli

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I’ve almost never come here with super personal problems, but I just need to get it out. Six months ago me and my grandparents went to Disney and we had the photopass and none of us retrieved the photos. Now I feel like an asshole and a bitch for being so irresponsible with it because that was our last trip since they’re older and I’m not gonna have any memories of it and them when they pass. So now I’m crying and hoping and praying something can be done. Any advice or words?

cattywonka

When my grandma passed a few years back, I didn’t have many photos with her only because she was older and had some health problems. So what my therapist at the time told me to do, was to write down my favorite memories in a journal. Sometimes not all memories have to have a photo behind it. Sometimes its more of living in the moment, and knowing that you enjoyed the time you had with them. It could even be one of those things where you bring the trip up in conversation. But dont ever blame yourself for it, like i said before not all memories need a photo. As long as you know you guys have a good time and that you cherish it, then that is all that matters. 
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3immly

hii darling, do not blame yourself. tbh, i don't know much about the photopass thing, but that's not ur fault that u didn't get them. i’m sorry it happened, and it sucks, if i'm going to be honest, but it rlly isn’t ur fault that u didn’t get them. i hope u r feeling better, i’m sorry that this has happened. ❤︎
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booksbybelli

I feel like Ive failed them. They raised me
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annaxreads

HI GIRL! I just wanted to make sure that everything’s okay because no one has checked up on u for a while, anywayyys just wanted to make sure that everything is going okay since u haven’t updated in awhile <3

booksbybelli

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@annaxreads Its no problem I was just going through some boy shit and stuff but I'm doing better now and getting back to writing and yes, I'M doing better bcs a boy won't dictate my mood my grades do. jk
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annaxreads

i’m so sorry to hear that :( but i hope you are doing better now!!!
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booksbybelli

@annaxreads hi girl thank you for checking in on me it's just summer wasn't a good time mentally and with school starting I wanted to get used to it and get my laptop before I come back with full force
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slut4fict1onalmen

Hey girl just wanted to ask when you’re updating again no pressure but a date would be nice thx babes 

slut4fict1onalmen

@booksbybelli YAYAYAYAY IM SO HAPPY THANK U DARLING 
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booksbybelli

YESS I ALREADY HAVE IT 50% DONE!!!!
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booksbybelli

this message may be offensive
I’ve almost never come here with super personal problems, but I just need to get it out. Six months ago me and my grandparents went to Disney and we had the photopass and none of us retrieved the photos. Now I feel like an asshole and a bitch for being so irresponsible with it because that was our last trip since they’re older and I’m not gonna have any memories of it and them when they pass. So now I’m crying and hoping and praying something can be done. Any advice or words?

cattywonka

When my grandma passed a few years back, I didn’t have many photos with her only because she was older and had some health problems. So what my therapist at the time told me to do, was to write down my favorite memories in a journal. Sometimes not all memories have to have a photo behind it. Sometimes its more of living in the moment, and knowing that you enjoyed the time you had with them. It could even be one of those things where you bring the trip up in conversation. But dont ever blame yourself for it, like i said before not all memories need a photo. As long as you know you guys have a good time and that you cherish it, then that is all that matters. 
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3immly

hii darling, do not blame yourself. tbh, i don't know much about the photopass thing, but that's not ur fault that u didn't get them. i’m sorry it happened, and it sucks, if i'm going to be honest, but it rlly isn’t ur fault that u didn’t get them. i hope u r feeling better, i’m sorry that this has happened. ❤︎
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booksbybelli

I feel like Ive failed them. They raised me
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