Gabriel

Another poem I made, which I honestly based it on myself.
          
          She feels nothing- Like an empty book that once had a story of it's own. Emotions buried deep inside until her mind decided to take the throne. 
          Hiding everything behind a dark brick wall, so no one notices a flaw.
          She was told not to complain, since every one of them had it worse. Now her mind mutes her in hard times, not wanting her emotions to disperse. 
          She wears a face made of stone, wanting nothing but her mind to leave her alone. She forgets that she had a life to begin with, and starts to bury herself within. Now she's nothing but flesh and bones, her emotions are long gone.

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Happy Diwali as well as Happy Halloween!

I feel so silly writing this, in my literal Wattpad account. But I have no one else to talk to. I just need someone to tell me I am not wrong. I am so close to giving up and I can't cope with the methods I used before. Everything in my life feels meaningless as I have no idea what and whom I spent my whole life on. I need someone to talk to so badly, that I am literally going crazy. I don't even know if I want to live anymore.

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          Now, post this one everyone's board who you think deserves all the love in the world. If you get... 
          
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Hello everybody, I am here to announce a new story "The chosen one is not me." I will get to finishing the other story but I also am here with something new. I will already state that this new account is strictly not for people who are homophobic, I am not creating stories on that account for them. So, if you're homophobic-- don't even click on it. But yeah on this account I am mainly going for Bl. Bkdk is one of the main ships for that account. I have started a new story "Steamed Rivalry.". This starting story is probably not going to be my best work in the future but I like how it's going. 
          
          Link for my new account: https://www.wattpad.com/user/Asraelbkdk
          If the link does not work then my username is "Asraelbkdk."

Just updated The third chapter "Horrendous Idea" on my other account https://www.wattpad.com/user/Asraelbkdk. It's a Bkdk story, and I don't know if I am doing good or not since I haven't been getting any criticism or feedback. SO LIKE IS IT GOOD OR NOT??!!

OKAH, so like I just came up with this poetry. AND I DON'T KNOW WHO TO SHARE WITH, SO HERE U GO.
          
          
          My own skin feels foreign to my touch,
          As I crave a feeling that won't rust.
          I itch myself till the point I bleed,
          Chasing a feeling that always leaves.
          I can't do anything but mimic,
          It's been too long, can I change the ending?
          I feel like I am drowning even in the air,
          would it be better if I opt for water and finish this fair.
          People cry, sob and weep, 
          while my feelings are buried deep.
          It's not hard anymore, this task flows easily,
          and people think even I can express this deeply.
          I can't take these masks off anymore, it's been too long,
          so I will learn to play-pretend till I am gone.
          
          
          this was made by me, all credit to me :3.
          the thought process, that I wanted to capture was a sense of dread, grief and lack of empathy. I based all of this on me, and pls if you find this even a bit triggering, just close the tab and don't leave any dumbass hate comments, I will delete them if you do.