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I need someone who will watch titanic documentaries with me

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hey so has anyone ever felt like the entire world is against them and that the only person you can actually trust is the person everyone hates you being around because you're apparently a bad influence but all you really want to do is have him give you a hug curl up in a ball and cry but you can't do that because then people will think you're weak in addition to being manipulative and insecure so instead of being able to have people to actually go to you vent on your wattpad bc you know nobody actually reads these, but also praying that nobody reads it either bc then if its someone you know they might come after you for ignoring them again because i apparently broke one of the best friendships ive ever had by ignoring her but i wasnt trying to?
          
          cause I haven't.
          
          nope.

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strongly recommend making chocolate chip cookies home alone and gaslight yourself into imagining that you are secretly making the cookies for your future husband bc they're his favorites and you want to surprise him 
          
          (ps your future husband may or may not be your current crush...)

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ok people (especially my Christian or interested in Christianity peeps) 
          
          read The Weevil Strategies by Westley Tillet (ik you can find it on Amazon). it is such a good read and makes you think about your faith. 
          
          basically, it's from the perspective of a devil teaching "learning devils" how to ruin human lives and talks about how the devil takes us away from God
          
          and the authors awesome and trustworthy he is one of my favorite pastors from my church
          
          READ IT