Book Swimmer

I am writing a book with one of my friends and am trying to make on of the charters sublely have a gay crush on the other because my freind doesn't want the book to be about crushes.

WHY CAN’T I JUST THINK ABOUT MY GENDER WITHOUT FEELING BAD AND LIKE THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN. That actually made me feel a lot better. I feel fine now 

I was having really bad dysphoria yesterday and I was just feeling sad and my stomach was hurting witch is one of the ways my dysphoria manifests and was just thinking I just have to make it to GSA witch was after school that day but then in my last class of the day we did this work that just took my mind off it and made me feel so much better. But I was just feeling sad because of dysphoria and didn’t know how to talk to my friends about it because they are all cis and I didn’t even know if what I’m feeling even counts as dysphoria because it’s not about my body but more about what gender I am and how certain stuff just feels wrong and bad.

I recommend a queer book to one of my newer friends (The Henna Wars witch I highly recommend) and he loved it and wanted more recommendations and it made me so happy.