Pusillanimous

Hey y’all. I’ll soon be having a book where you guys can rant about whatever the hell you want. Y’know, to get at least a tiny bit of stress out. 
          
          Y’all can also ask me if you want a third point of view on your rant but I will probably not be able to give advice. 
          Wish you the best of luck with whatever you feel troubled by 
          

Hi guys. I’m sorry for everything. I feel like I’m a complete failure who can’t do anything right. I want to get help but I don’t want to seem attention seeking and fake. I feel so empty and dead inside but I don’t know if that’s normal. I have severe suicidal thoughts a lot when I’m pushed over the edge and I’m extremely sensitive and scared. This sounds like I’m faking it but I want to know what it’s called when I’m feeling this way. 

LOVE YOU TOO BICH

OK SO I KNOW I MAKE A LOT OF PEOPLE FEEL NEGATIVE FEELINGS TOWARDS ME BUT MOST OF THE TIME, IT’S NOT INTENTIONAL. WHY AM I WRITING IN CAPS? AM I TRYING TO MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE IM YELLING? NO. IT’S FUN TO WRITE IN ALL CAPS IS ALL

雨降って地固まる 
          “After the rain falls, the ground hardens”
          Meaning: Adversity strengthens the foundations 
          Another way of saying it without confusing you: after the bad trouble or things occur, we learn from it, strengthen, and become better.
          Japanese quote that my mom has been using lately

Bruh, I just saw exo on Japanese TV and saw them shaking hands with Donald Trump

So ummmmmm this is random but sorry if I made any of you upset or angry. I know I’m  obnoxious and annoying

HIIII MIKIII

Even though I know no one will see this and reply…
          So let’s say you’re pan sexual. And let’s say there’s this girl who is a year older and that you only think of as a friend. Let’s say that girl who you’ve known for only about 7-8 months has a huge crush on you and you still treat her like a friend but each day she gets more and more obvious and her friend says she might confess soon. And you don’t want to turn her down but you also don’t think you like her (but you’re not completely sure) What would you do?

Thanks!