bootsandcats101

To anyone looking for fic names on pinterest etc, one that will come up and I WILL warn you not to use is ‘Hiraeth’. This is a Welsh word, it cannot be translated into English, but there is a huge misconception over its meaning. Lots think ‘Hiraeth’ means to long for something you never had, a world you never knew, or a place that doesn’t exist anymore. Whilst that, generally, is true— its ACTUAL SPECIFIC meaning is to yearn and grieve for WALES, the culture and experience that Welsh people never got to know and have because of the Anglicisation/colonisation of our country. 
          
          I know I sound gatekeepy and maybe cringe, but the word genuinely does only apply to Welsh people because of how so much of our culture has been lost. It describes perfectly how lots of us feel without, for example, even knowing the language. Idk, Cymru am byth! Please don’t use this word for future reference, because you’d be using it incorrectly. Sorry for the rant. 

me when i realise it doesn’t matter what i write because i can edit it later anyway (can’t insert a photo but this is wattpad, so people can use their imaginations)

guys i’ve genuinely made the best art i’ve ever made in my life liek i don’t even know who to tell my bestfriend is asleep and i want to show her in person but this is like masterpiece, on par with da vinci like museum level art i’ve never painted (though i used markers for this) anything better and i’m afraid to dontienus drwwimg because what if i ruin the most perfect thing in the world it’s my baby. liek brethren in christ i feel like i’m on crack rn i have reached my peak i will never do anything better than this. 

hope you're having a great day !!

Gang I highkey wanna write a Hannibal NBC fic. I already started writing one and it’s got a lot to do with religious trauma and things similar. I want to world and character build and theorise about what each character would do in different situations and dynamics rather than elicit romance tho ykwim. BUT i also have been thinking about this for such a long time, and I really want to create an OC that is heavily inspired by yellowjackets, because I always ruminate over what would happen if Hannibal or other characters met the older timeline girls ykwim. That would be a crazy dynamic to me!! It would end in WLW (Bedelia<3) I have it all planned out in my head but idk— need to explain this better probs. 

I don’t understand periods because why can I feel the pain that’s supposed to be located around my lower abdomen ALL THE WAY DOWN to my knees </3 this is killing me istg 

omg girl we need to find a time to play roblox together soon

A video reminded me of the connection between 9/11 and fifty shades, and my friend went on a hunt for the OG version of it (the twilight fan fiction). I feel like I’ve discovered ancient, mythical ruins reading ts. 
          
          Also, I want to write my next chap so bad but I have a mini writers block. Suffering and my being have become one in unity, eternally. 

It deleted for a third time and now I must cry. I give up on ranting on wattpad, WHY DO YOU KEEP STEALING MY WORDS AWAY. 

I just wrote a whole fuckass essay on here and it fucking deleted. I’m crashing out.