I had to write a 2 page assignment for what I like about myself. So, I wrote.. some pretty cruel stuff..
Uhm.. I don't know if Wattpad will let me say it, but here it is.
I hate myself. But, no matter that. I like a few things. Like, my arms. I have muscles. I like my music ability. I hate quite a few things, though. I will say them here instead of to my legal guardian. I hate myself so much. I pretend to be happy, and I mask myself at school the best I can, but it doesn't really work. The amount of makeup I put on is ridiculous, though. All this effort to look 'pretty', when in reality, I'll always just be a dum, ugly, (age) girl. I hate it. I truly want to express how I feel, but I can't. No one listens. I should just shut up. Wear the mask forever. That's a good idea. Pretend I don't care when in reality I want to rip off my face, cut my hair, burn my hand, cut my thighs, and break my ankles. Y'know, they weren't wrong. I'll never change. No one will ever like me. Why would they? I'll never be loved like I was before she died. This is stupid. I'll get rid of it, soon.