I don't know, I just write my thoughts and let the rest to the luck. I'd appreciate if you read my first and only book, maybe you can relate to me. This is all honestly just a copy paste from my journal on my computer, no intent on getting known or something. I just have a lot of emotions to deal with therefore I chose a productive way of coping with them. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder, and my writings might be a little difficult to understand. But I know there are people feeling the same as me, and I want to spread awareness about the inner conflict we go through. Thanks for visiting my account though, I appreciate it.